...

I dunno why..
The stupid internet have a big problem
shit de larh..
plus mu mood lagi..
really sux...


hmm..
just now while the connect was having problem
i called him..
he was eating...
But why before you eating just can't msg me?
will take your few minutes
or few second nia...
haiz..

wtf again..
the internet
the ADSL de light keep shinning again
stupid
that mean i am going to dced again..
shit de..




Today,
i watched the movie le
空中监狱
the theme song of this movie
last time i post at here de..
"How do i live"
erm..
this kind de movie..
i wont watch it..
if i know the movie is like this de..
cause i think this kind de movie was boring
manatau..
this..
really not bad..
and i cry at the last...
when the main character finally meet his wife and his daughter that he never see before de...
before hers daughter was born..
he get in jail because of killed a guy that drunk...
hmm..
because of self-defense larh...



....................................................




tomorrow will going to zoo..
but i not very qi dai..
ben lai wanna..
haiz...
nvm bah..
this few days keep saying nvm to someone...
even i was mind......
.......

星期天

今天是星期天
明天没上课
我开始想读书了。。。
却还停留在“想”的阶段

今天到目前为止
只有24封信息
其实我一直都不是很高兴
尽管
是我不去陪他玩的
也是我叫他去玩的
呵呵
有几次呢
想要发信息给他的
不过想想还是算了吧
呵呵
我也不想在玩game的时候有人烦


今天在我来写我的blog之前
我再看了一次
那少得可怜的blog里
那我还没听过的两首歌

当我决定去下载时
却发现
呵呵
搜狗里9个
没有一个下载的了
............

百度也已经下不了了
唉
方大同的歌....
等我有时间
得把电脑里的歌整理好了


还有
对于Vicky and Feiven的礼物
其实我已经向好要送什么了
即使已经过了好久好久

耳朵借我 这几分钟 这首歌会替我说
你在心中 怎麽形容 像荒漠开出花朵
原谅我的指头在颤抖 是我把黑键当你的手
如果你心里也能协奏 请你对我轻轻点头

这是爲你写的歌 充满忐忑
像生命所有转折 要你认可
只等你来唱和 我会在你左右
Cause baby I wrote this I wrote this for you


每次斟酌 每个段落 是你应得的温柔
每小节的 心跳触动 想传到你的胸口
也没有一时澎湃悸动 却能在深秋细水长流
这世界什麽都会陈旧 除了你回头的微笑

这是爲你写的歌 充满忐忑
像生命所有转折 要你认可
只等你来唱和 我会在你左右
Cause baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

每一天我愿像银河 陪伴着夜空
是否你也愿身边永远 有我
失去记忆一样哼着 让和弦在我们心口流动
直到两双手都弹皱了 我还依旧爲你写歌

这是爲你写的歌 充满忐忑
像生命所有转折 要你认可
只等你来唱和 我会在你左右
Cause baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Oh it’s a singalong song, that’s not too long
It’s when I think about you then I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cause baby I wrote this, I wrote this for you
Cause baby I wrote this, I wrote this for you

这是英文版的...


Sing along song - 方大同( 英文版本 )


I wrote this song
It’s not too long
Cause I’m thinking about you
I wrote this song
Maybe I’m wrong
to be called all about you

I don’t know what you think about me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But,maybe you could just lie to me
We could be in love, you see

Let’s sing a long song
that not too long
It’s when I think about you then I hear song
and you can sing alone
Maybe if you won’t want to
Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you

I wrote this song
It’s not too long
cause I’m the one who loves you
I wrote this song
this can’t be wrong
I don’t wanna smile without you

I just want to make you happy
Maybe you want nothing at all
How I wish that you are mean to be
forever and the day with me

Let’s Sing a long song
that not too long
It’s when I think about you then I hear song
and you can sing alone
Maybe if you don’t want to
Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you

In every way, you mean more to me
then you love more
Girl, I do my best to show these words are true
And if you like to make a song in the perfect
harmony with me
I find the greatest words to sing
so we could write our own romantic thing

Let’s Sing a long song
that not too long
It’s when I think about you then I hear song
and you can sing alone
Maybe if you don’t want to
Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you
Let’s Sing a long song
that not too long
It’s when I think about you then I hear song
and you can sing alone
Maybe if you don’t want to
Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you
Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you

Missing you..

stupid things..... that happened today...

1st...
is about my skirt too short..
this not 1st time happen le..
yerr de bahhh
always 勾到 bus's chairrrr
tmd tmd tmd
*this few days like to say this word... can't control... sorry larh yingying n vickyyy*

2nd:
ermm...
my house there got a new open de MALAY restaurant
when i pass by
i mean when back home pass by
tmd..
stupid
flirt what
i not that mean
just...
erm...
how to say...
very cheap siaa
cb larh
not 1st time le
malay ppl?
SUX LAHR U ALL!!!
GO BAK TO HELL BETTER!!!






3rd thing isssssssssssss.......
u know that sell takoyaki at wisma de?
i found 2 at ice box
i call my mum to com from can eat or not..
ok..
called le..
can....
put to oven....
then go phone my cousin for help me reload..
who know..
can;t find her
den smell something
zzzzzzzz........
si le..
烧焦了！！！！
FUCK FUCK FUCK
walaoehh
where got so hok de things
bad mood + bad mood le...






FUCK LARH THIS STUPID DAY

Write For S1Xiao's J3Zhong'08 Member~

Nah...~
This will be a very 温馨 de post..
no *)&$^#)%
Haha...

Bear is birthday present~
that 脚链 is Valentine Present`

Hoshiko give me de birthday present`
Do you think this got anything special?
Haha...

Anyone miss him?
Cb square...
LOLs...

That day i saw him walk back home outside STTSS
lols...

erm.... not my phone...................




ok done!
wanna exam le worrrr
u guys arhh
still call me write blog...
zzzz
if.. if... i fail? O_O

U all larh.... zzzz
but i think i will fail de
=.=
Vicky n Ying2
haha



okok
done le....

Update my blog again...

Exam coming again...
so sien de...
now jus feel lik..
jus reopen skul nia
exam wad?
zzz...

btw...
i dun like this class
i mean..
s1he...

hate them..
rly rly....


everytime thing abt this feel lik crying...
lucky..
still gt abit frens at thr..
if not..
rly stress...

Y cnt i continue stay in j3zhong'08?
why must lik this....
hate it..
rly rly......






add math
make me wanna ki siao
math teacher
teach so fast for wad?
even lunny aso stress now
not jus us
u think ALL so pro?
maybe thy r
but i m not




this thing make me found out
lunny is the bestest math teacher tat i hav been teach b4







i have received his present
long long ago
jus lazy upload pht..
lazy
lazy
and lazy
wtf sucking life is tis







i found out
tat day at bazaar
tat orange color face de tat guy
actually
he rly leng zai lai de orh



haiz
i wish i can go away frm sabah
far far away.......
mayb go a place tat no 1 knw me de?
not bad aso...
even i knw i will scare...


我是个胆小鬼
什么都怕
呵呵
人生地不熟的地方
不知会哭上个多久

这不久以来
一直有这么一个想法
远离这里
到一个....
真的没有人认识的地方
改掉这怕生的个性
改掉这难受的脾气
改掉这只会依赖的胆小



多久以后
才能实现呢
呵呵
可是想想
压抑自己
成为都市中的典型人
好像也好不到哪里去
我并不想整天呆着面具做人
好辛苦的
要如何改掉这种习惯、个性
我自己也不懂
呵呵
不想写了

生日的遗憾

今天
我抱着一种奇特的心情到学校
紧张
不是因为我生日很多人会来跟我说生日快乐而紧张
而是期待着放学后回到家里
能看见那一箱东西
很遗憾的
我没看到

手里拿着钥匙
一步步地走到邮政局
看见铁门锁上了
我的心冷掉了

顶着烈日当空
今天一到学校就开始不是很舒服了
想吐
却还是坚持走到邮政局看
等到的
不是我想要得
却是一张领取这箱东西的卡片
呵呵
其实我应该很开心的
如果我是理科班
因为明天
我就能三点多到家
再次用今天的心情到邮政局去领取我想要的东西
呵呵呵

很遗憾
尽管今天比以往的时间早了半个小时到家
却还是扑了空


刚才
我边走到邮政局是手里拿着不属于我的手机
用那手机拨了你的号码
拨了两次
你却没接
睡着了
我还以为你还没到家呢
呵呵

很糟糕
在我冲完凉后
你回复了我的信息
长长的
我没有很仔细的去留意你写了什么
只是还没走出冲凉房
就急着打给你了


在电话里我告诉你
我还没收到
也告诉你没那么快我能拿到
你似乎还没完全清醒
呵呵
其实我哭了好多次
不知你有没有听出来


在放下电话后
抱着枕头大哭
像个小孩买不到心爱的玩具
一个非常非常想得到的玩具
我也有
可是我也得不到
呵呵
哭了好久一下

此时的我
心里责怪着useless的政府部门
他妈的
酱早关门搞？
他妈妈星期六星期日又不开门
恨不得现在就去打劫邮政局
..............

一份礼物
早已知道里面是什么了
却还是非常非常的期待
十六年来
我第一份超期待的礼物
越想要得却越是得不到
我很失望很失望
原以为
今晚上抱着的东西就是它
看来
还很遥远
即使它离得我再近............

给某个人的话

我不会说
不会在msn里和你说得清清楚楚
也许我也是个不懂所有状况的人
但我把我所知道的所有状况告诉了你
我只希望你们和好
做会朋友
以前的你们
和现在的
我真的想象不到

今天我们谈的
留在我的电脑里
永远永远
更是留在我的心里
我今天说的话
把情况弄得更糟了
呵呵
我知道啊
因为我把不该说得也告诉了你


告诉了他一个例子
当告诉他时是忍着不哭得
现在在写出来
是哭着的
因为这里故事的主人是我
我明白这种滋味
忘不了
也许是一辈子
现在我终于明白
张如春当初对我说的话了
呵呵
张如春是我的小学老师
当时我还是固执的不想去听
其实已经烙在我的心里了
做人凡事留一线、日后好相见。





每次制定一个主题
内容总是会离题
所以我总是在写完后
才把标题填上
虽然今天的不是
呵呵
no mood write again le
lol
chin no nid read it
i write till half nia
.......