Update my blog again...

Exam coming again...
so sien de...
now jus feel lik..
jus reopen skul nia
exam wad?
zzz...

btw...
i dun like this class
i mean..
s1he...

hate them..
rly rly....


everytime thing abt this feel lik crying...
lucky..
still gt abit frens at thr..
if not..
rly stress...

Y cnt i continue stay in j3zhong'08?
why must lik this....
hate it..
rly rly......






add math
make me wanna ki siao
math teacher
teach so fast for wad?
even lunny aso stress now
not jus us
u think ALL so pro?
maybe thy r
but i m not




this thing make me found out
lunny is the bestest math teacher tat i hav been teach b4







i have received his present
long long ago
jus lazy upload pht..
lazy
lazy
and lazy
wtf sucking life is tis







i found out
tat day at bazaar
tat orange color face de tat guy
actually
he rly leng zai lai de orh



haiz
i wish i can go away frm sabah
far far away.......
mayb go a place tat no 1 knw me de?
not bad aso...
even i knw i will scare...


我是个胆小鬼
什么都怕
呵呵
人生地不熟的地方
不知会哭上个多久

这不久以来
一直有这么一个想法
远离这里
到一个....
真的没有人认识的地方
改掉这怕生的个性
改掉这难受的脾气
改掉这只会依赖的胆小



多久以后
才能实现呢
呵呵
可是想想
压抑自己
成为都市中的典型人
好像也好不到哪里去
我并不想整天呆着面具做人
好辛苦的
要如何改掉这种习惯、个性
我自己也不懂
呵呵
不想写了

生日的遗憾

今天
我抱着一种奇特的心情到学校
紧张
不是因为我生日很多人会来跟我说生日快乐而紧张
而是期待着放学后回到家里
能看见那一箱东西
很遗憾的
我没看到

手里拿着钥匙
一步步地走到邮政局
看见铁门锁上了
我的心冷掉了

顶着烈日当空
今天一到学校就开始不是很舒服了
想吐
却还是坚持走到邮政局看
等到的
不是我想要得
却是一张领取这箱东西的卡片
呵呵
其实我应该很开心的
如果我是理科班
因为明天
我就能三点多到家
再次用今天的心情到邮政局去领取我想要的东西
呵呵呵

很遗憾
尽管今天比以往的时间早了半个小时到家
却还是扑了空


刚才
我边走到邮政局是手里拿着不属于我的手机
用那手机拨了你的号码
拨了两次
你却没接
睡着了
我还以为你还没到家呢
呵呵

很糟糕
在我冲完凉后
你回复了我的信息
长长的
我没有很仔细的去留意你写了什么
只是还没走出冲凉房
就急着打给你了


在电话里我告诉你
我还没收到
也告诉你没那么快我能拿到
你似乎还没完全清醒
呵呵
其实我哭了好多次
不知你有没有听出来


在放下电话后
抱着枕头大哭
像个小孩买不到心爱的玩具
一个非常非常想得到的玩具
我也有
可是我也得不到
呵呵
哭了好久一下

此时的我
心里责怪着useless的政府部门
他妈的
酱早关门搞？
他妈妈星期六星期日又不开门
恨不得现在就去打劫邮政局
..............

一份礼物
早已知道里面是什么了
却还是非常非常的期待
十六年来
我第一份超期待的礼物
越想要得却越是得不到
我很失望很失望
原以为
今晚上抱着的东西就是它
看来
还很遥远
即使它离得我再近............

给某个人的话

我不会说
不会在msn里和你说得清清楚楚
也许我也是个不懂所有状况的人
但我把我所知道的所有状况告诉了你
我只希望你们和好
做会朋友
以前的你们
和现在的
我真的想象不到

今天我们谈的
留在我的电脑里
永远永远
更是留在我的心里
我今天说的话
把情况弄得更糟了
呵呵
我知道啊
因为我把不该说得也告诉了你


告诉了他一个例子
当告诉他时是忍着不哭得
现在在写出来
是哭着的
因为这里故事的主人是我
我明白这种滋味
忘不了
也许是一辈子
现在我终于明白
张如春当初对我说的话了
呵呵
张如春是我的小学老师
当时我还是固执的不想去听
其实已经烙在我的心里了
做人凡事留一线、日后好相见。





每次制定一个主题
内容总是会离题
所以我总是在写完后
才把标题填上
虽然今天的不是
呵呵
no mood write again le
lol
chin no nid read it
i write till half nia
.......

15th Valentine in my life...

1993 February 16 - I born
1994 February 14 - 1st Valentine
1995 February 14 - 2nd Valentine
1996 February 14 - 3rd Valentine
1997 February 14 - 4rd Valentine
1998 February 14 - 5th Valentine
1999 February 14 - 6th Valentine
2000 February 14 - 7th Valentine
2001 February 14 - 8th Valentine
2002 February 14 - 9th Valentine
2003 February 14 - 10th Valentine
2004 February 14 - 11st Valentine
2005 February 14 - 12nd Valentine
2006 February 14 - 13rd Valentine
2007 February 14 - 14th Valentine
2008 February 14 - 15th Valentine

Yups,
This year is my 15th Valentine...
Pass with my friends...
Even i sleep inside cinema..
And still heard they complain wanna watch "House"
Ghost movie
I dun wanna watch
Because I scare..
LOL...
Hmm..
They say wanna watch when Tuesday
The day that celebrate our birthday
I dunno..
Haiz,,,
But I'm still very happy.
Can pass my Valentine with friends..
No Boyfriend's Valentine still not lonely..

We wear the same style's cloth..
But color not same.
I wear black color,
Feiven white color,
Vicky green color.

Just wanna record that,
My 15th Valentine spend with my friends.
But now,
I really no mood to write down what we happen yesterday.
I'm sorry to you guys that who is reading this post.


15th years Valentine,
My present was a pack of 包装水 from Casper and 2 little chocolate from Stephanie?
Maybe.....
I know this answer was incomplete.
Waiting for something.
Dunno it is a birthday present or Valentine present.
I wish my mum dun open it.




Now i was doing something 38..
But msn really sux.
And that guy dun wan answer my phone.
This thing make me starting a bit crazy.
Plus now my mood was very bad.

5days no go to school...

5days le..
but today is better then before de 4days larh...
haiz...

1st i wanna write de is...
erm...
what liao arh...
zzz...
forgot again le...

i still dunno wanna give vicky n feiven what birthday present...
i think will give them a present that when they saw my present will think about me de...
means a...
有意义的礼物
但是我真的想不到能送她们什么
老实说
我是个不会送礼物的人
从小到大
我不会把自己想要的礼物送给人家
哈哈
坏勒
不过哦
我送过
给一个人
唯一的一个
不说他是谁

好啦
要送什么给她们
和我一起生日的朋友

何维琪
在我看起来
她什么都不缺
她在减肥
虽然在我看来并没有这个必要
呵呵
女人的终生目标
随便啦
送她
什么好呢?
2月17
水瓶座
有点疯疯癫癫的
白白
功课好

还记得我们初次见面时不理智的我
哈哈
应该说是幼稚
还记得她伸出手对我说"请坐"
不知她还记不记得
当时我啊
六年级嘛
小妹妹
嘻嘻
不知不觉三年了
正向四年迈进
不知不觉我们变成了好朋友
就在去年
初三时候
在我最难忘的一年
真的
中学时候的朋友最重要
好在我们也有足够的三年时间相处
比起现在每年换班的制度
我很感谢曾桂安离开崇正是在2008年
至少我有个快乐的初中
呵呵
我大概又想到了个不具function的礼物
哈哈
就犹如vicky送给朱朱的礼物
虽然我也不懂是什么来的
不过听朱朱说是个不具功能的"东西"
哈哈


至于徐薇雯嘛
要送什么勒
据我所知
她家里有几个姨姨
哈哈
跟她感情很好的
嗯.....
小小个
不是很高的
其实她
我应该是从...
小学...
一年级就知道她了
我们应该不认识
知道对方而已
哈哈

虽然身处同一个班两年
但是似乎对她的印象不是很深
反正那时候还小嘛
我转校后处以我们又见面了
哈哈
命运吗?
2月19生日的她
是半个水瓶座+半个白羊座
呵呵
该送什么礼物好呢
一个会让她想起我的礼物
要花心思送人礼物原来还真的真的很难
不过我下定决心要在今年开始记住所有人的生日了
哈哈
加油啦
虽然不知会不会有半途而废
高跟鞋?
我想过了
但是我不知道她的尺寸
因为她老是说自己不够高


现在
打给她们两个
嘻嘻
"gap mai"一起送礼物







对了
那天去vicky de open house
angry sia
本来我忘记了的
朱朱提醒我
现在很生气勒
呵呵
有点懒惰说生气的事
就是她的妹妹
ehh
第一次哦
我认为
我美过她咯!!!
哈哈哈哈
可是她竟然比我LC
walaoehhh...
1st time tuu...
got a kid make me think like that
so~!!!
make u so so so angry!!
even like chu chu so nice de ppl aso cnt tahan
call me how to tahan?
siao!

she arh..
result count frm back...
ugly...
fat...
stupid...
(wanna typ bitch de
zzz
but bcz of vicky's sis
4gt abt it larh...)
zzz...

okok
skip!





i wanna try to order pizza hut..
see pizza hut can deliver to tuaran or not..
haha
tat day i ask my mum can or not orh
she scold me again
sien
what also scold

三天了没去学校

从前总是很开心
生病了不能去学校
其实
我现在也很开心
不过我却担心我的功课了
呵呵

生病生了四天
妈妈的态度也没有好到哪里去
倒是公公婆婆
几乎每隔半个小时上来看我一次
原本睡觉睡到好好的
一大早总是会被他们吵醒
呵呵

他们还会特地从家里走出来看我
当时我在Clinik
他们看我不在家立刻打电话给我
看了医生
我去店
他们还找到去店找我

我了解
担心
呵呵


今天
婆婆端了米粉来
死也要吃几口的
总不能不给面子
边吃
公公在旁边说他一天吃四五餐
呵呵
Repeat的



不过
不吃还好
也许真的是太久没吃过正餐了
吃到一半
我的身体
又来了。。。。。。。

呵呵

今天
真的不知去厕所去了多少次
那碗米粉
实在话
婆婆煮的东西
没有不好吃的

不过
呵呵呵
吃了的代价真不小

我妈妈
呵呵
这几天见我就骂
很闲得
晚上说带我去看医生
问题是
不知晚上会不会有一直往厕所奔


Dr. Lee
why you give me de medi...
still make me keep go toilet de..


这几天
什么都吃不下
药
共有五六种
几种是饭前吃的
几种是饭后吃的
呵呵
空肚吃
半个小时后
才能吃东西
吃了东西
又要吃药


而且
每次吃完药也都会肚子痛

吃完东西更不在话下



Dr. Lee Said
is because 我的胃受伤了
所以这是难免的
不过
难道要我连续三天都去看他么?
呵呵
换医生吧


唉
不知回到学校后还要面对什么
一大堆功课
意料中了
还有呢?
训导处
tmd ah lai
alwayz change my sick to personal
f u larh....
this also very sien de!!

now wish i can fast fast recover...
i wanna go back school finish n catch up my homework.....

2nd Day of Sport Day````

arr...
i hate...
that i not same class with darryl.....
HE SO LENG ZAI!!
SO YENG SO FON and so funny....... zzz`
i mean he tiao gao de post
swt

haha
n chu chu's mum bake de cake so nice
chocolate very xiang
wow
hehe



dun wan typ le
go play game

2009-02-05 Bazaar + Sport Day(1st Day)

今天是运动会的第一天
也是Bazaar
erm....
use english bah
lazy typ chinese
errmmmm
what liao har

orh ohr
haunted house
2nd time at bazaar
since last yr till this yr
but will b the last time also
because?
accident happen again
haha
lucky 2times also no people die
F3
injured only
LOLx

Last year was
someone hit the act ghost de prefect
hahaha
funny
dunno he/she is gu yi or not de

this year
i mean today also larh
someone fall down from floor 2
LOL
you know what?
haunted house just beside my classroom!!!
Lucky he no.. XXX...
zzz...


Tu larh
dun wan stand or sit properly
or stand/sit on the...
the...
call what arh...
栏杆？
水泥做的？
随便啦！
总之就是围住的
谁叫他要跌下去
好像他还不是初一的
初二的好像
=.=

搞不懂
初二
还...
can't imaging really
but....
zzz...
last time liew kit broke the same place
also junior 3 le...
zzzzz
that mean...
Liew Kit is stupid then them? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!


Ok ok next!
hmm...
still got...
chin、kong、liew kit、and.... dunno what name that guy、same class as chin and kong de
haha
they go draw their face
LOLS
RM5 each
Straight become popular!!!
muahaha
funny

And we
wanna 点歌给一个人
可惜当时太迟了我gtg
so cnt heard it
T_T
even margaret was the MC`
she said the paper was gone
T_T
arrr...
so wasteeee

Hehe
To: Wee Boon Bing 的屁股
What we write: 黄"王文"宾听这里,我们还是爱你的屁股!!
From: xxx(forgot what le) your butt's fans

Muahaha
dunno he got heard tio or not


erm
another things is
hmmmm
still got what
errr
let me think 1st


oh ya
erm
lolita de hat
haha
smallsmall cutecute de
but ex lerh at street
RM139.90!!!
arr
if not i bought le

The Sweet Sweet chocolate
need to reserve de
got write your name de`

This is the part of desert house at S1Ren
Really
This not bad!
How pretty is this
I wish I can have it too!!! Muahaha`

This is the 1st guy that draw whole face
A.K.A that i dunno name de
haha

This is the useless-est 1
LOL
just draw hand
but...
J3Zhong '08 you all ROXXXXX!!!
Miss you guys~

Luke
A.K.A Liew Kit
the 3rd white mouse..
muahaha
this look like ham sap lou really... zzz`

lai lets take photo!

In process-ing
But hor...
Chin, That hand look like yours...
LOL
sissy action... zzz
IF no see clearly...

Guys...
This leng zai de face writing "Purple"
But his house is..
the color that his shirt...
zzz.......

Chin de eyes really amazing`
lols...
like real de...
wakaka

Someone was missing...
KONG!!!
haha
because he no draw face..
no one wanna take his hand de photo...
muahaha

This is the hat that i kan zhong de...
see that price pasting at there de?
i knw u cnt see it propely..
so i tell u
Rm139.90!!!
all of those hat!!!

起士"gok"饭
LOL
my dear say it is pizza...
zzz.........
my lunch!

Missing Some Step In My Morning~

Today,
2009 Feb 4th
Wednesday
This few days de weather like wan rain dun rain de...
sweat...


Today my phone bo lui
i mean morning
too tired
5.15am i wake up
after finish changing cloth i go sleep again
till 5.30...
after that wake up and eat breakfast


Missing some step today....


Just someone know..


^^

近况`

long long time again nvr write my blog le...
everytime got mood or got thing wanna write
but cnt use comp
or comp nt here
hmm..


最近高一正在讨论的女孩
是今年新转校来的
发“裸照”给一个男的告白
其实就是穿着胸罩挤奶
LOL
but really over le..
i not yet saw the photo lagi...
but hor...
that gal nt rly pretty
i mean can see larh
but cnt count pretty
zzz
she sit bside me when assembly
err
same class wif me when art class
normal lesson is bside my class de
swt larh rly...

i dunno wad she thinking
i heard frm fren
she date wif 5x boy b4 warh...
and everytime is she reject ppl nt ppl reject her de
zzz
many n many larh



our ex principal
open a company at damai
my fren said saw frm newspaper
1st feb open de
zz
好像是关于什么外国人、办生活营的
我只记得我朋友说这两点
开张当天还有很多国外校长来参加

呵呵
粉碎了他在Bintulu当校长的传言
不过
很厉害下
不只Sharon d hz有没有去那边也开一间
或在那里让半间店给他们
哈哈


运动会将在星期四至星期五举办
呵呵
一般上
我们都会选择逃课的
当运动会进行到一半时离场
其实是解散后就闪人了

可是这两年
Cyber都不安全
呵呵
阿赖& 阿 Lee会去巡
swt`


还好去年我们没被捉
他们去巡Cyber的那天我们在Centre
哈哈
but我们也有去centre啦
哈哈



对了
要庆祝生日
2月14日
可是还不知道那里好
唉
沙巴的地方来来去去都只有那几个
如果我能驾车的话那有另当别论



对了
还有哦
今天
在学校
3rd recess
...........
..............
................
.......................


guess wad?
a couple kiss in front of us
zzzzz......
we 4 swt.....
walking at thy back...
zzz.......

actually we knw tat gal n boy
gal is our club de
n top student
zzz
very pro de

and boy is
BLUE HOUSE CAPTION
zzz.....






anyone got any idea for us to celebrate our birthday?
me
vicky
feiven
zzz....
no idea...





And i very angry to our art teacher..
tmd
他教书的态度
事实上
我看不出它有什么“料”
FUCK OFF LAHR!!
CB


and everytime i go 请假
病假alwaz b change to 私家
闲
si ah lai...
....




abt CNY
erm
nth larh




oh ya
i got a new target!!
muahaha
8.0 mega pixel de phone!!!!!
i knw LG got
S.E aso got
LG de so leng!!!
BUT if let me choose i maybe will choose S.E
zzz
even it is ugly den LG

zzzzzzz......
bcz LG at here
lik not too
not too many ppl use
so some program or funtion
err
how to say ar
myb b lik tat larh
not too complete
lik I-phone lorh



erm
and i wanna buy a laptop
so i can upload my blog when or where i lik
but nid to have wi-fi larh abt where de

zz



jus now go hidden-street.net find something
haiz
maple
my heart was missing it
but my hand n eye was lazy to do it
maplesea?
exp how slow
private server?
any1 play wif me? "NO~"
how bored too~



Suddenly think about something
some sad thing
but i really hate tis blog now
i cnt
write it out
i dun lik ppl comment me at rl life
ask me at here ok
i will answer u good good


tok abt sport day agn
now feiven msg-ing wif me
if now i still wif j3zhong
i sure will go de..
but wif some new frenssssssss?
(actually i knw who them
but v nvr tok de
mayb thy knw me aso?
hmm....)
now hor
will change class every year
for wad?
know more new frens??
lols
new headmaster
jus knw 1yr can good till whr?
lucky
me wif me junior classmate
tgt 3yrs
so good...
gan qing very very good

if senior 1 to senior 2,
senior 2 to senior 3 baru no change class...
1yr gan qing
can good till whr?
and sport day was start frm end of year of senior1
we even dun have any mo qi
Can new principal can tell me how to pei yang mo qi in 1year?!





情人节快来了
我们打算在当天举办生日派对
不知
该给对方什么礼物好呢？
我又该给他什么礼物呢？




jus nw vicky mention till our birthday at valentine orh
single party
but at 3rd recess
she come find me
something happen...
she knw something
she lik
not very happy...
i dunno bah...
也许有些是不知道比知道来的好
也许可以说
不要给别人太大的希望
失望
真得很痛。。。


今天
我们讨论了
呵呵
没信心做到就别给人家希望
突然
又有了那种感觉
想写出来又不敢
锁起来别人又说
呵呵
做人真难



还有
今天
再次看见他
i mean wee boon bing
自从分班后
见到他简直是少之又少
也许他还在逃避着
呵呵
不过我们从此真的没再说过话了
如他所愿


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ok i admit
aso my fault
BUT ITS HURT TOO!
u knw how pain is it?
U WONT KNOW
EVER!