来了古晋也快两个月了吧,两个月里我们经历了以往的四年里从没经历过的事情 - 我们终于在一起了。生活在一起、一起去上课、一起放学、一起共度早、午、晚餐。不知在梦里经历了多少遍才终于实现了。
2012年5月21日的下午,当你因某些事情而把我一个人寄放在图书馆时,在无聊的当儿,我做了些你不会高兴的事情,呵呵。
猜猜看我做了什么?
我到你的Facebook看了你的inbox。
去年四月~
好久好久了,就得连我都快忘记那刻骨铭心的三角关系了~
我还看到了她发给你的留言。
just now too eng,view all the post before, now then i know i love myself more than i love you but for you you love me more than you love yourself.i realise you are the one who always say love me and post love to my wall but what i did was scolding you in fb because you late and no reply and i only say a few times love you.i slowly understand what happen to us,why are you tired.i know its too late for me to know all of these.i found things out too slow,my observation arent good but seriously thanks.i know im wrong at first till the end.sorry.i should have found out earlier.since last two months ago,i found out a lot of problem between us.you are trying your best but im not i didnt change.like you said.haha.goodnight.
这段话,使我陷入了思考,我开始想,我也有和她一样的错误吗?
宝贝,另外一个我也想知道的答案是,你真的爱她吗?说不吃醋,是不可能的,但是这一道问题,我似乎从没得到过正确的答案~
宝宝,好久了你去,什么时候你能回来呢?希望你没事然后把事情都处理好,我不能帮到你任何的东西,只希望你能没事。
这又是一篇,不声不响的文章,不懂事多久之后你才会看到呢~
Ah be, I love you. Thanks for everything you did, I know you did scarified many things just to be with me.