My daddy....?

Hmm`
How to start lerh...
Btw,
I can dnt tok wif my dad for few weeks...
Even got tok,
I also not remember how long nvr call him "爸爸"...

Just now,
I tell my mum about what my grandma say to me just now`
Tok till my dad,
She said my dad complain to her that i call him "UI",
haha..
I knw it is bad,
but i reli cnt call him dad..

Dunno why,
In my mind,
he was useless..
I hate him..
reli..
few years ago le..

But when i heard that what my mum tell me,
I abit heng liao..
cause i nvr think that he will wannated me to call him dad..
myb is because 丢脸啦，
at outside me also dnt call him dad de..

i knw 我不孝顺。
So what...
I dnt care...
i just hate him......
hate him veri veri much...

because i think that he hate me also...
myb i was wrong...
i dunno...

Confuse-ing............