It is a moody day..

After i using psp to view my blog and saw all the comment,
i was moody
from just now

my fucking bro wan go to shop
cb larh
call the maid bring him go he dun wan
tmd
make my mum keep fan me
keep call and call and almost start scolding

i walk back home with a smelly faace
i already told my mum
I BACK HOME LIAO THEN DUN WAN GO OUT LIAO!
ma de


reach home
i scold him
i said i dun wanna go
he dun dare call my mum too
cause i was fierce

then few mins later
my mum call back home
TA MA DE LAHR
FORCE ME BRING HIM GO



GO DIE LARH
i bring him go liao
OK FINE!
I BRING LIAO!!

when i reach home she phone home and scold me again!
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT
I AM TRYING TO CONTROL MYSELF LIAO

I HATE YOU ALL!
U ALL SUX!!!

in the phone i tok very slow and very slow controloing my emotion
i hate this world no one can understand me
i need a people to an wei me when everytime i and sad i am crying
crystal bday that thing hurted me deeply
i can let u all making joke
but please
dun take me zi zun as a joke!
i am also also a girl
it is no dinner for tonite
i will lock myself in room before she was back
so hard to pass the day
why must like this
i hate really really hate this world
why my mum can more closer to hers daughter






*continue*

it is better than last time le
last time i cry for few days
i hate all the boys that at my class

ya
no one know
i just told 2 people


thank you u girls for pei-ing me this kind of days
it is hurted me than break with a guy
this kind of things make me more hate myself
more hate this world