昨晚，我打给他。因为我收到他的信息。然後，我确定自己不会随便哭了。

I knw myself still missing you. I am using ppl phn to wrote this passage, so wont be any 感动。 Even i got many things wanna write. I dun wanna open comp and write it cz i knw i will addicted to the comp. So i decided to play his phn and write my blog nw.

I really have to admit that u will cry 4 my blog make me suprise. You are nt mine anymore, u even asked me that why i keep crying. It is 4 u bt hw come u cn ask those question. I tried to explained to u that i cry is bcz i have been dump by someone i like and he have a new gf after few days we brk. Haiz. I still believe that he is a gud guy i rly dk y. I miss him. Dk he will sad or nt ytd that i have no cry. That mean i can 4gt him n start a new life? No. When he look inside my dairy, he will understand what i am thinking abt.

Look inside tis phn, i found some message. I knw tis is rly 缺德 To look at ppl message, bt i found my memory that i always dun dare to touch it. Those messege i love u. Lik this nia, bt let me think abt u. Ur message is longer. And always haha or hehe. So simple de words nia, make my heart brk agn. Tears almost fall, bt i wont let it. I promise myself nt to cry 4 ppl bf anymore de.

I really wish that i cn faster change my phn so that i cn always update my blog. Always writing blog cn release my feel. At least nt keep keep inside my heart till one day it cnt tahan le and explore.


This few days i tell myself must smile. Be happy. Be nice to ppl. So that urself cn happy abit too. And 4gt abt the pain that u brought it to me. I am happy. At least happy than last time, bt is this truely happy? I dk too. I just know i wanna recover, wanna catch up my homework. I really not understand abt math n bk. Bt i dun dare keep asking teacher too. Lik very fan to them. Haiz. I dun dare keep asking frens too. I scare thy will fan too.

For me, this few days since i sick. I keep telling myself that u really knw hw to pick time to brk up with me. U choosen the time that i rly need u n have no energy to 挽留。 Haiz. Bt the most difficult day i think had pass, cz i wont easily cry 4 u anymore sia chia.



Today i keep think abt the reason that u cry. I think is bcz 看我的Blog然後被它感动，是因为看的人能体谅我的感受。看了而笑的人，是因为他们明白，他们参与其中。

对于昨晚你的道歉，我也多想了。仿佛你承认了你的背叛，哎，不写了，要没电了。